Friends Change - Pregnant & Rude

Sometimes friends change. Recently one of mine did. She came to the town I live in as an awkward, shy, and friendly girl that's weirdness soon had her close to my other friends and I. When we reached high school, though, she changed - and not for the better. Soon she became the class flirt and then that's when things really started to go downhill. She slept around, deserted her friends because her boyfriends seemed more important to her, she said some things that are unforgivably horrible, and now she's pregnant. She wanted to get pregnant, too, because she didn't want her boyfriend to be able to leave her. (she has abandonment issues) Now she has just him, the 14 week-old fetus inside of her, and whatever family will stick with them after what they have done. After almost half a year of talk, she finally got what she wanted. Now she won't be graduating high school, she will be a teenage mother, and she still needs to get a job. After today, though, I will no longer worry about her. This was her choice, she could have done so much better, and now although I wish nothing bad on her - I don't want her in my life ever again.

This is the last thing I sent her, this says all I have left to say to her, and now I am done.

Dear Sudden Down-Pour of Rain,

I would like some warning next time before you unleash that much rain.
Thanks to you, my little black kitten is half-soaked, there was some water
that got inside the house and more in the shed. So in other words, start with
a slight rain, then become steady, and THEN pour. In that order next time,
please, not in the reverse order like you just did.

Sincerely,
An Unhappily Wet Person

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iPod - The Shuffle Questions Game

Okay, so I got bored and remembered a game my cousin introduced me to. It's called the "iPod Shuffle Game" as far as I know and it's sometimes really creepy because of how the answers to the questions match up perfectly to your life. For those of you who don't know the game - it's easy. Get a music player or listen to the radio or go to your liked and/or favorited videos on YouTube. Whatever you choose, all that matters is that you have music and you need to know the names of the songs. Now, find a list of questions, or make on up like I did below. Now follow these instructions if you are using a music player:

Shuffle game rules:
~Put your music player on shuffle.
~Press forward for each question.
~Use the song title as the answer to each question.
~Cheating optional

1. What are you doing?
2. What do you want to do?
3. Where do you want to go?
4. What do you like about your crush?
5. What song will you dance to at your wedding?
6. How would you describe your life?
7. What do you want?
8. How will you die?
9. What do your friends think of you?
10. What do your parents think of you?
11. What do strangers think of you?
12. Will you have children?
13. Will you be married?
14. What is your deepest secret?
15. What is your strongest fear?
16. Are you happy?
17. What does your future have in store for you soon?
18. What tragedy is waiting to ambush you?
19. How will you act in 10 years?
20. What will you look like in 20 years?
21. What song will be played at your funeral?
22. How will others remember you?
23. What were your high school years like?
24. What kind of family are you in?
25. Was this a waste of time?

Now I'm going to answer the questions.

1. What are you doing? When The Music Stops
2. What do you want to do? SOS
3. Where do you want to go? Advice
4. What do you like about your crush? Fade Away
5. What song will you dance to at your wedding? She's Somebody's Hero
6. How would you describe your life? What Happens If I Can't Check My Myspace When We Get There
7. What do you want? What Makes You Beautiful
8. How will you die? Stacy's Mom
9. What do your friends think of you? I Used To Have A Best Friend (But Then He Gave Me An STD)
10. What do your parents think of you? You Can't Touch This
11. What do strangers think of you? Anthem Of The Angels
12. Will you have children? Call Me Maybe
13. Will you be married? Get Out Alive
14. What is your deepest secret? The Creep
15. What is your strongest fear? What Hurts The Most
16. Are you happy? 1985
17. What does your future have in store for you soon? Cupid Shuffle
18. What tragedy is waiting to ambush you? Waking Up In Vegas
19. How will you act in 10 years? Rise Up
20. What will you look like in 20 years? Broken Glass
21. What song will be played at your funeral? I Kissed A Girl
22. How will others remember you? Since You Been Gone
23. What were your high school years like? Interlude
24. What kind of family are you in? You've Got Away
25. Was this a waste of time? Hit The Lights

Summer Summary

Summer is flying by. It's been mostly just work and sleep, but I have had some really amazing days with my friends, too. Now that I am starting to force myself out of my shell, going places isn't as strange to imagine. I used to never go places with my friends because I felt weird if I had to drive or they did. If a parent drove, however, it was like my childhood was coming back to me and I was perfectly happy going all over.
This summer I have taken my friends to the mall, hung out with friends at the fair, and even gone horseback riding. Apparently I am a natural at riding horses, so I am catching on fast and will soon be ready for prolonged galloping. (Galloping is no problem, but my body's not used to it yet and it complains) Well, I hope these last few weeks of summer will prove interesting and eventful.
However, a recent tragedy may have made riding a no for the rest of the summer and I will be pretty upset if I can't ride at the place I have been riding at ever again. I am emotionally attached to those horses and my friend that's taking me is so attached that I don't even want to know how devastated and destroyed she would be if they banned her from coming back.
Please, summer, allow the last few weeks to be promising and happy with no more downfalls or injuries.