Randomnessfullcrap - You can't beat me

Tuesday, February 4, 2014

Even though I promised myself I wouldn't risk the chance of getting hurt again, for some reason, when I'm with you, it all seems worth it.

I got out of a crappy-ending relationship with a partner who clearly still had feelings for his ex shortly after this last christmas.

It was not fun.

But now I am back up, brushed off, and I am smiling, holding my head to the clouds again.

On January 20th I was introduced to a really real smile again. It was like nothing I expected.

I had thought that it would be a long time before I would be allowed to smile so honestly again.

And even more strange is how soon the feelings came back.

This guy is nothing like my first relationship, so I was shocked when my mind fell so hard for him.

I clearly had no idea what I like in a guy.

Happily, I can assure that this guy is kind, honest, humorous, and there is that new-relationship longing.

It is extremely strong between us and I cannot ignore it, not that I want to.

He keeps me going on the bad days.

I am opening my heart to him a little more every time we talk.

So...every day...

Tuesday, January 28, 2014

My Beliefs on Souls

Personally, I believe that souls can linger on our planes. I may be weird for thinking this way and believing the things I believe, but sometimes there is a presence that is noticed. I think souls have their reasons to linger or stay around longer than just the initial death. They cannot leave our plane until something they need to happen occurs and they are satisfied. Whether it be a form of justice/revenge, or maybe just a lending of their strength. When they are ready to leave us, they get to go to their final resting place.
At funerals, I truly believe the soul of the lost loved one is there with the ones who need him/her most. That soul knows you need the strength they can offer to you, so they stand by your side and help you through the rough patches.
Our loved ones don't always vanish right after they die. Actually, they never do, in my opinion.
Souls leave little bits of themselves on the ones who meant the most to them.
Love never does die.
Neither do our memories.